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I am no fun, and not good at all.I feel like really stupid, and I am soo not fun.
I mean seriously, I can't even play games with random people?
Why? What can happen, seriously?
Yeah, they might call you noob, or say your not good, cuz you are just new at it.
But still, you can never get better if you don't try.
So why can't I?
I feel like I am not fun at all, and even if I want to join others play, I just can't get myself too.
And I end up just doing something else, and it makes me feel even worse and bad.
I am not fun, if I can't even do stuff with others.
I get so nervous, and I panic.
It can be two people, still, I can't join.
It's not fun getting the feeling that you suck at everything you do, and that you will only fail.
I can play with friends, that's all I can.
I can't even go into chat rooms with alot of people, because I don't feel like I have anything to do there.
And that people might think, I am weird and boring. Because I don't say anything.
I want to change, but I don't know how.
I want to join and play
I am sorry, I'll back off.
I am sorry for being so difficult all the time, but it's my way of showing that I am afraid.
Of you, and everything else.
I am sorry, and I hope, that you'll find someone to make you even happier than I ever did.
I'll always be here for you, whatever happens.. But, I think you are better off without me.
So I'll back off, and leave you alone..
Give you space, like you need, and deserve.
I am not gonna be a burden anymore, and I am not gonna be the one to always hurt you.
I'll always be thankfull, for everything you taught me. And showed me.
You were my first real friend, and you taught me that I could be loved for who I was.
And all along the way, I was the one to take that for granted, and I fought with you..
So, I'll back off, let you be.
You'll see in time, that I am doing you a huge favor. You'll find it more peaceful, and no more drama.
You'll always, always be my best friend. And I'll always love you..
Thanks for being my friend, and now, I am showing you that I am a friend..
Parenting for Sex AddictsThe half-day.
We are not those folks that need an occasion to try. And that’s what they call it, too. Trying. As if the very idea of it is taxing. It’s not taxing and we are not those people.
No. We do not go by some magical calendar. Schedules aren’t really our thing in general. That’d be too organized. Too stuffy. Too… I don’t know… too planned. And we’re not the type of people whom plan.
If we could—plan—our lives would be much different. I think. It’s hard to say because this is how we’ve always been.
Our very togetherness is a result of impulse. I’m almost certain that the amount of time it took us to decide to move in together was significantly shorter than the amount of time it took us to remember each other’s names. We might have had our first conversation moments after that first… what I mean to say is we didn’t plan. Because planning would have been much t
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